WOW I have a Blog!

So…. Two months huh?

Yup. Guess if ever become a super-hero I won’t be known as the “Uber-Blogger”. Time for a new dream. I’ve been up to quite a bit though.

Work = insanity. I’ve been busting my arse. I decided not to long ago that my best interests would be served by getting promoted. So, that is what I am endeavouring to do. I keep taking on large projects and have put myself up as team leader on a lot of them. Gads!!! I sound so fucking corporate! Some days I wake up and feel as though I have sold my soul to a “Big American Corporation” for a few bucks. I remember the old saying that said something to the effect of, if you go corporate before you are 30 you are a sell-out, if you haven't sold out after 30 you are just stupid. Well, at least it took me to 34 to sell out.

In the mornings I get ready for work and see a clean-shaven, tie-wearing reflection in the mirror. Some days I wonder who that guy is. Don’t get me wrong… I rock the tie. I make corporate look good (hey, let me have my delusions) but, it just doesn’t feel like me.

Today I had a meeting and left on a high from it. The kind of high I used to get from playing my Fender into the early mornings, or reading Kerourac, or listening to Hendrix, Coltrane, or Pearl Jam…. Now… its sales planning. Whoa.

I still do the other stuff, but, not as much as I like.

I never thought this would be me.
I never believed “he” would be me…..


I am listening to the Arctic Monkeys. Killer.